Virtues can become poison
Aren’t you curious how Adam and Eve were before eating this forbidden fruit? What kind of people were they? In the Bible it says that God made Adam and Eve in his own image. There was no difference at all between the two of them and God — they were one. All of the world’s creations were within God, and God also existed within all creation; the first human beings were surely like this.
The forbidden fruit made human beings separate from God, as they became aware of sin — it became difficult for people to find God within themselves. It says in the Bible that Christ came to the earth in order to heal this separation between God and humanity.
Christ taught, “Abide in me, as I am in you.”
In other words, he was saying, “Originally, God abides in you, and you in God — all of creation is like this. The fruit of good and evil has caused you to stray, so return again. Through me, God abides in you and you in God.”
In the Sermon on the Mount, Christ also said:
Those who are poor in spirit — theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure at heart, for they shall see God.
Take a close look at the type of person mentioned in the Sermon on the Mount — one who is poor in spirit, meek, merciful, and pure-hearted. Who does this resemble? That’s right, it sounds just like the very first human beings before they ate the forbidden fruit. Christ’s message in the Sermon on the Mount was that we should return to the way humanity was before good and evil arose, with a poor, meek, pure and merciful heart.
Though this fruit was originally without any duality, people divide it into the fruit of virtue and the fruit of evil. They then preach that some thoughts or actions are immoral, so one must repent! Many therefore expend excessive amounts of energy in prayer, begging for forgiveness, and attempting to rid themselves of this fruit of immorality.
Our typical attitude towards the fruit of virtue is completely different, however. “This month I kept all the commandments. I’m so proud of myself — today I helped our poor neighbors. God must know how many donations I’ve made to the church.”
We should make an effort to both discard this ‘I’ which devours the fruit of evil and nurture this ‘I’ which consumes the virtuous one. Eventually we can completely spit out the wicked fruit and swallow the good one, as the evil fruit is not easily digested, and the fruit of virtue goes down well. It’s been said that there are no negative side-effects at all after one consumes the fruit of virtue. Is it really true? This ‘I’ who feels self-satisfied after helping others and fully enjoys the results of behaving virtuously; this ‘I’ who considers charitable actions to be merit badges and constantly awaits their rewards – these are all signs of having swallowed the fruit of virtue.
Christ taught, however, that after one eats the fruit of virtue there should be no traces at all left in the heart: “When you perform acts of charity, don’t let the left hand know what the right hand does.”
This is not just saying that we should do something without others knowing — we should not even know in our own hearts. Virtuous actions should always be done without any trace whatsoever. Good and evil both become one when all traces of these fruits are removed — we can thus return to the original state of humanity, before good and evil arose.
*The author is a JoongAng Ilbo writer on religious affairs.